i have had much fun this year
same goes with the pain...
seems like quite a painful year to go through next year after all that has happened...
i wished i never messed up,
i wished i didn't have to have friends do such things to me...
i wished somebody could understand me the way i see things
not just tell me to view it some other way
but I'm glad God placed some interesting people in my life strangely but surely
to indirectly talk to me about my mistakes and my pain
im really really thankful for having this ppl around to talk to
but im still hoping for the relationship i had to come back...
a new year is coming, i wish i have the time to spend with all my friends and loved ones...
i think im wishing for too much...
so i hope next year will be more merciful to me
i foresee one of the worst year of my life mentally coming soon...
hmmm clearing all the fungus growing around this blog, i think it'll be my little space for now to pen my thoughts down and release some stress, as advice from an interesting friend=) i'll leave that for another time.
it may be a gloomy post but i wish anybody who is still reading this a happy new year!
