In the Midst of the Storm

still the new year, but i juz had more tots to pen down, juz wrote a note to xiu xiu juz now and passed it to yun to give it to her as i cant sent her off, kinda sucks cuz the next time seeing her will be like next yr>.<>.< darn another saddening tot for the yr:(

following the singing part, i realise singing recently has brought me a different sensation or experience compared to before, probably due to the depressing feelings welled up inside, i juz feel completely free when i start singing, like singing with my cousin which i truly enjoy, wld say the best person to sing with so far for me:) and im hoping we will be able to form up a grp soon to do some songs we tot abt:)

apparently no matter how sad i feel, the moment i start singing, i feel some kind of peace and excitement building in me. i wonder why, but i really like this feeling:) it'll probably be my biggest channel of relief for this yr.

anyway im spending the rest of new year doing duty in camp once again>.<
lets hope this yr it wont be so stormy.
though its storming outside now haha...