Friday, January 1, 2010

"Happy" new year??

2010 is here!!! seriously i cant seem to feel happy at all...
a whole yr of ns life ahead and more...
alone and hurted deeply...
lost and desperate....

im getting tired... i need someone.... please...
i need someone to feel that hole....
not treat me like a kid....
can i be taken seriously??

this yr im on the verge of cracking apart....
i hope i survive this yr>.<