where am i headed??

its been awhile since i last blogged, better do now before i completely become lazy to blog again,

well tis week was a fairly easy week to handle:
Mon
went on course supposedly for the whole day but ended at noon so i had the whole afternoon till 7.30 which was great:D

Tue
Went for medical appointment in the morn till 1.30pm and slacked in office till 5 and went to bunk and slp:)

Today
Went on course again and yup the same thing happened:D so im home now relaxing and blogging, well the bonus for today is that it juz so happens my company has a nights out today so my book in timing automatic extended to 10p.m :D so i get a few more hrs off haha which covers today:) tmr will be quite relax since the big boss is not ard and so is fri which hopefully can book out at noon and end tis week faster^.^

Emo notes:
well happy as i shld be, somehow i cant seem to be truly happy cuz it juz feels like im still lost, waiting for someone to find me and bring me out. i have been feeling like im leaving in a shell that acts on its own, while i am unable to express anything...
tis few mths i have nvr been able to really focus on wad im doin in church, i feel aimless even my shell speaks of goals and aims. somehow i cant seem to focus on it at all... i need someone to save me out of tis little shell and wake me to my senses...

That's all.